Ramblings of Me

So I am not feeling too well today. I am not sick, but my neck is killing me and I have had a headache all day. I went to the chiropractor the other day so I am sure that has something to do with it =/
I will fill less sore by tomorrow I bet, or hope rather lol.

So the other day I had a bad day. I just could not wrap my head around anything without looking at it in a completely negative sense. Being maniac it happens. It was my day off which in a sense is good cause I didn’t have to concentrate on work; but in a sense that is sometimes bad, cause at least if I am working it takes my mind off other things. So I just kind of pulled into myself that day. I accomplished a lot of nothing but as soon as I started to feel kind of better I wrote. As a writer, you should right every day. Honestly even if it is a blog.
Anyways…I am getting totally off topic. The same day I guess I came off rude to someone and well they made a big deal out of it. Which kind of made my day worse because then I was worrying my mood was affecting those around me. So naturally on the inside I start slowly beating myself up again. I apologized, talked more in depth than ever to that person about my problem; and I think they have a better understanding. I don’t expect anyone to walk around on eggshells when I am around, but pay attention to how you say something to someone. If you don’t really know them you don’t know how they will perceive it
I don’t know I am just rambling on today; probably none of this makes sense to anyone. But it makes sense to me and feels better to get it off my chest.

I can’t change who I am, I can however try and pay better attention to those surrounding me. But you have to agree to accept me for who I am and pay better attention to that.

B