So today is just one of those days were I am on the verge of tears or screaming at any second. I have these days, it is part of being manic and not being on meds. But today for some reason I have just been an emotional rollercoaster. Right now in fact I am for no reason what so ever holding back tears. I am on that isolated cliff the waves below me are that nervous breakdown just waiting to happen. My foot slips from time to time and I literally teeter on the brink of falling, on giving in.
Some things in my life are really good and lately I find myself slowly pushing them away. Why do I do it? I don’t even know. If I could answer that question I probably wouldn’t even do it.
I am not sure what my problem is lately but I am sure I will overcome it, sooner or later.
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